my name is susan i am 47 years old.i have three kids that i love very much they are all grown but to me they are still my little kids.i wasn'nt there for my kids alcohol drugs ruled my life.i am aattic and alcoholic.i just been wondering around this world wondering what was my purpose was here.why was i here.i have done nothing right i just stayed loaded so i wonid'nt have to face my kids for never being a good mother and face up to a lot of other people i have hurt.i am sober right now but the hurt that i feel is over whelming sometimes.my only hope jesuschrist he is my everything.if would'nt be for his grace i would be dead today i have been in some rough situatoin and taken enough drugs that i should be dead.but even when i have been in the darkest places his hands were on me protecting me.every time i have fallen he has been there to pick me.he loves all people no matter who they are are where they have been.when you take a step towards him he will take a step towards you.he is a awesme god.when there seems to be no way he makes a way.if i have nothing else in my life and he is in my heart i will be rich.he is my creator i am nothing without him.without him iknow i would die.he pick me up from the pits of hail so many times.i know he will do it for anyone.so if anyone out has a diesese called addistion jesus is the answer.he knows how you he was made flesh and he to had fight his flesh to.he was crucified for me and you.that is the utimated love.